Friday marks four years since I first used this blog to open up about my struggles with anxiety and, most prevalently at the time,
depression. Looking back, it is quite a messy piece of writing and perhaps
proved as a catalyst for many more emotion-filled blogs that probably
illustrate the positive and negative sides of mental health.
Far from regret, as I reflect on what felt like a gigantic
step at the time, the overwhelming sentiment is of satisfaction. This stems not
from my own wellbeing, but instead from the development in mental health
awareness since 1st April 2017, the extent to which I find extremely
heart-warming.
Back when I first wrote that piece, things seemed extremely
lonely. I had very little experience or interaction with those in similar
plights (those people will forever mean the world), little thought of where to
go for support, and perhaps most importantly, didn’t understand that mental
health isn’t only for those with a struggle. So when I was diagnosed with
depression, I had no idea that the mind was not really something I ought to
have been looking after for my whole life.
No doubt that has been similar for many. There has been lots
of discussion about a stigma about being honest about emotions, but it’s
impossible to quantify how that affects people, given that even in each day,
humans are experiencing a vast multitude of positivity and negativity. To
“speak out” is an ambiguous term and doesn’t truly capture how this stigma may
affect individuals in completely differing ways.
Yet the fact I even feel confident to lament the specificity
of mental health awareness, as anecdotal as it is, suggests we are getting
somewhere. Many of the erratic blogs I wrote about mental health back in 2018
and 2019 were cynical, untrusting and devoid of hope that there would be more
awareness.
Now, everywhere I look, I see people fighting for change.
Through schooling and higher education, mental health is always a priority for
those instigating awareness. Through social media I see people raising
awareness through their feeds, sharing and fundraising for mental health.
Through my own life, I continue to come across people who are aware of its
impacts, more willing to help others and focused on a creating positivity, love
and respect.
Credit: smokeypointbehavioralhospital.com |
With an increasingly aware generation though, that is
possible, if not inevitable. Many companies are already switching to four-day working weeks for employee wellbeing. Resources and conversations are
developing amongst young people, who are disproportionately affected by mental
illness. This experience and compassion can only serve as a positive aspect in
the future – as much as it may seem far off.
Despite that, it is great to see how attitudes are changing, awareness is growing and the world is moving into becoming a more open and accepting place, in all forms of society. I'm proud of the change that society is making, and even more so for my part in that. I owe this pride to a depression-ridden version of me, which made me realise the value of honesty. Hopefully, hat blog and all the activism it has fuelled in me, has a small impact on the how society views mental health.
If so, it will forever be worthwhile.
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